i am so in love with you that i cant even explain it that the blood that flows through my veins screams your name. that the thought of you with another chick sets me into flames. i wanna be the girl in your arms when you sleep at night. the one where when you kickin it with the boys and i call.. you love me enough to be like yea man dats ma wife. i wanna be the one that you can run your fingers through her hair. the one that you go shoppin with and watch her try on her outfits.i wanna be the one you can hold hands with walk on the beach to watch the stars.the one that can sit with you and appear to watch movies..see i say appear because you would be watching the movie and would be listening as your every heart beat sends chills down my spine..i wanna be the one that you share your thoughts with where with every oppinion you send a plaseant shock to my hot spot..just because of how damn intelligent you are and your beautiful outlook on life..i wanna be the one that you go to an art museum with and critique the work there so that we can have a intellectual conversation about what the artist was thinking..i wanna be the one to cook for you and make you pleased..i wanna be the chick that can cater to your needs as well as you to mine..i wanna be the one that you travel with so that we can share the wonderful and mind blowing experience of what we've seen..i would love for you to invite me into your world as well as you inviting me into yours and just sharing with eachother the personal and public things about ourselves..i love poetry and that is a part of me so i would invite you to write with me so you can see the process it takes for me to think of the exact yet correct word that i want to fill into that space on the blank page where the randomized thoughts from my head can come alive..i want you to know that i am feeling you so damn much that not even the 4 letter word love can describe the emotionz you have engraved into my heart..my heart once was broken but you came and mended it with your love..i love you so much i may have to let you go which brings tears to my medium brown eyes you know the eyes i wanted stare into yours and get lost in each others gaze until the end of time ... your name is the first and last thing on my mind just as you are the first and last person who is on my min...theres nothin that i wouldnt do for you and i would hope that you feel the same but only time will tell if your feeling the same as i do then i will soon be your girl then..thats how i once felt..but you have given me your decision and well i guess i have to truly say i love you so much that i respect every word spoken and have to support you in your choice...so i have to let you go relationship wise..but i could neva let go of you as a friend...i hold you to close to my heart....now this has gone from poem to thoughts..hehe..well i guess i can leave by saying that i do feel deeply for you and im hoping that you feel the same....i would ask you to tell me but my heart and mind already know...

forever yours,
pebbles dandridge
"piinkyunique"